how did I get here?

Thomas was everything I ever wanted. He was sexy, came from money, sweet and caring. He might not have been the sharpest tool in the shed b...

the second boyfriend was everything that the first was not. He was sexy, he was intelligent, he was sweet, my family loved him... and he wa...

I sit here before my macbook laptop, crying. This is the first time that I have cried in months. And I don't even really fully know why ...